Pivotal Perspective:
Prosecutor or Paratrooper?
By CPT Brenda Lin
Article published on: March 1, 2025 in the Army Lawyer,
issue 3, 2025 Edition
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From left to right: CPT Ian Barron, CPT Brenda Lin, CPT Jessica
Hayashida, CPT Lauren Carlile, and PVT2 Brian Nyborg at their Airborne
School graduation at Fort Benning, GA. (Photo courtesy of author)
“What do you want to be?”
“Airborne!”
“What do you truly want to be?”
“Super, duper Paratrooper!”
“What are you right now?”
“Dirty, nasty leg.”
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You learn this call and response on day one of the Army’s Airborne
School. As I drove seven and a half hours from Fort Bragg, North
Carolina, to Fort Benning, Georgia, I resolved to document my
experiences and reflect upon the differences between those of Airborne
School to those as a first-term trial counsel.
I have always wanted to try skydiving. I will try anything once. I told
myself, “Well, if the Army will let me go for free, I might as well go
through the Army.” It was not always something I felt compelled to
pursue, but I was grateful when presented with the opportunity. I could
say the same for becoming a trial counsel and going to trial. I never
thought of myself as a litigator, but I knew that if given the
opportunity, I would make the most of it. The nerves surrounding jumping
out of an airplane must be on par with those that come with going to
trial; getting yelled at by the cadre must feel a lot like being
admonished by a judge; and training in the 95-degree Georgia heat can’t
be that different than enduring the the marathon of sleepless nights and
long days in court, right?
I was excited. I had patiently waited almost two and a half years at
XVIII Airborne Corps to go to Airborne School. Once I finally got my
slot, I had little time to react. I was due to report to the school in
three days. This quick turnaround is similar to when our Trial Defense
Service teammates file a late-notice motion, sometimes just days before
trial, and you spend what little time you have left to prepare for trial
focused on the motions. I spent those three days haphazardly packing,
finding and preparing coverage for all my work, and settling my
affairs.
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You might think that after nine years in the Army I would know what to
expect at Airborne School, but I did not. Some colleagues sent
encouraging texts, comparing it to a three-week-long vacation. Others
advised me to keep my feet and knees together. Like a trial, you do
everything possible to get ready, but nothing will prepare you for how
your body will respond as you fling yourself out of a door in the sky.
We spent the first day outdoors learning about harnesses, then wearing
them, learning how to walk on an aircraft, and then jumping out of mock
aircraft doors on the ground. We wore our advanced combat helmets (ACHs)
and ran from the company footprint to the training area, which at times
required all-out sprints. We sprinted to the training areas right after
breakfast and lunch. The cadre ridiculed those who fell out during the
400-meter sprint. At the end of day one, my appreciation for full-time
paratroopers deepend, and I felt grateful for my day job. I slapped some
BioFreeze on my calves and went to bed early.
On day two, we jumped out of thirty-four-foot towers and applied what we
learned the previous day. We learned to trust the cadre because our
lives were in their hands. I spent the morning on a detail assisting
other students with their harnesses. I spoke with all types of Soldiers:
a noncommissioned officer (NCO) who played a mini tuba in the 282d Army
Band at Fort Jackson, a motivated private who had to jump a dozen times
because he made a mistake every try, and a trauma surgeon who needed to
get stitches after one of his jumps. The surgeon was okay! After a few
hours’ absence, he was back to training to finish jumping out of the
towers.
At the end of day two, spirits were high. As trial counsel, we often
encounter Soldiers during some of the most difficult moments of their
careers. I did not realize how much that perspective weighed on me until
I had the opportunity to meet some of my classmates at Airborne School.
Everyone volunteered to be there, and some had waited years to be there.
One NCO told me that Airborne School was his school of choice for
winning NCO of the Year. I also developed a tremendous respect for the
cadre running the school. There is something to be said about a handful
of staff sergeants training 400 students through the towers, grading,
and ensuring each student jumps at least five times satisfactorily.
The rest of week one consisted of learning how to perform a proper
parachute landing fall (PLF) from a stationary position, a standing
position, from two- to four-foot walls, and finally from a moving
apparatus. This type of training took a deliberate, structured approach,
employing a crawl-walk-run method.
Week two consisted of mass jumps out of the towers again and using the
improved swing-landing trainer (ISLT). The ISLT was intimidating, and I
sustained my first injury when the risers slipped out of my hands so
quickly they tore the skin off. The cadre were generous and put a
Band-Aid on my finger. There are certainly fewer injuries in a
courtroom, and they are mostly metaphorical and only to my ego and
pride.
Soldiers train on the tower during their second week of Airborne
School. (Credit: SGT Danielle Hendrix)
During jump week, week three, we spent hours in the harness shed with
our main parachute (thirty-eight pounds) and reserve parachute (fifteen
pounds) while waiting for our turn to jump out of a C-130. When the
moment came, I shuffled to the ramp of the plane. I was parched because
once we were rigged up and checked by a jumpmaster, we couldn’t use the
latrines. Luckily, adrenaline kicked in once we began boarding the
plane. The C-130 took off, and within a few minutes, we were already
over the drop zone. We jumped out consecutively in groups of fifteen
before the plane turned around for another pass.
By now, we had practiced jumping out of mock doors for two weeks. I
heard the prefatory commands: “Ten minutes,” “Get ready,” “Hook up,”
“Check equipment,” “Sound off for equipment check,” “One minute,”
“Thirty seconds,” “Standby,” and “Go.” This time, I could barely make
out the commands over the sound of the wind rushing from the open
aircraft door and the noise from the aircraft. Even so, I knew it was
coming.
I saw one after another of my classmates hand their static line to the
jumpmaster and jump out of the door, and I knew my turn was quickly
approaching. I repeated the correct body position for a proper exit in
my head: chin tucked, elbows tight to the body, eyes on the horizon,
feet and knees together, and a good up six inches, out thirty-six inches
exit from the aircraft. All of the reps, gear, and training felt
worthwhile as my body knew what to do and I landed safely on the ground.
Looking back, the entire two weeks leading up to jump week focused on
training two key skills: proper exit from an aircraft and proper landing
fall. If you drill these two things enough, you significantly reduce the
risk of severe injury. Many paratroopers may go their entire careers
without needing to exercise the more advanced techniques, which require
reacting when collisions, entanglements, or malfunctions occur while in
the air. However, the actions to take are all textbook and do not
change.
Ultimately, trial and jumping out of planes are different experiences,
connected perhaps by the surge of adrenaline. While the physical and
mental demands of trial and Airborne School differ, judge advocates in
Airborne units just might get the unique opportunity to experience both.
Whether airborne or in the courtroom, I’ve learned that success relies
on trusting the process, making the most of the opportunity presented,
and ensuring you are prepared when it’s your turn to “go.” TAL
Notes
1.For extra effect,
the cadre instructed the students to look down at their boots when
they said “dirty, nasty leg” and to sound unmotivated.
2.This primarily
meant finding someone to care for my dog for three weeks.
Author
CPT Lin is the Brigade Judge Advocate for the 38th Air Defense
Artillery Brigade at Sagami General Depot, Japan.